Finding your voice?

I first started getting into shooting music videos in 2012. My friend Joe picked up a Canon T2i and I thought it was the coolest thing seeing his work flow and editing process. Instantly hooked,I started shooting music videos and over time started to establish an aesthetic for myself. Fast forward a couple years later, I decided to move to California. I packed up my belongings with no plan in mind except to move in with my brother Will at his spot with the intent to make it as a full time freelancer. I emailed and messaged a ton of people , went on craigslist anything I can do to get my foot in the door. Got hit with all these obstacles and challenges my perspective on freelancing shifted. I’ve meet plenty of people through the process, but I asked myself, What is your voice? I was working all these gigs now, but yet I wasn’t satisfied. Your voice cannot be compromised. It is not taught in school the only way to find it is by working hard and be confident in what story you want to tell.  I often stressed that question, but I know my voice will always change as I grow and it’s ok to not be content, everything will come with time, just enjoy the journey.